damn

i have a biology SAC tomorrow, on everything we have learnt so far. i have not studied one thing this long weekend. silly silly silly

i also have a makeup methods SAC, again, havent studied.

then the next day i have a physics SAC

need to study but it just isnt sticking

hello blue mermaid hair

i also like the green but im too scared to bleach my hair like that

mmmmmmmmmmmmm so so so amazing. unfortunately mine looks more like the first then the second... if only!

from sheer to eternity

i hate how i always need to have the last word, in a fight, in any convo, all the time
and if i dont, i sit there thinking about it for hours

strange occourances

SO many people use the words 'I love you'. I have been told this several times today, I'm not liking the way its jus thrown around. I would have said "I love you" maybe ten times this year, mainly to my old friends. Maybe I don't use it enough and that's what the problem is..

i hate

when people bring up my attendance
and use it against me
when they have no idea

i seriously dont get you

im sick of peoples lack of humor and sarcasm
take a joke for freaks sake
we arent even close and weve had like four fights already
stay away rude girl. far away
there is nothing to get, settle and learn not to take life so seriously
the amout of drama tha you have caused, it is truly sad as you are a nice person deep down

tough day

i am bruised and battered and tearing out my hair. in need of a release.

dunzo

the one thing i would change about my life means removal of the only 'support' i have. life is too hard for me.

1 midnight beginnings

i missed having a blog. i missed checking through everyones blogs too.
it is official i am back and this is where i will have my whinge, my new councellor said it would be benificial and i agree.
before i start a few things you will want to know.
i do not care much for capitals, and i do not care much for structured sentences.
i will be having a whinge, about my life, my past, others and life in general. if you dont like it i encourage you to leave. its simple.
i rant on and on and on sometimes. i type what i would be saying and i talk alot.
not everything i write is to be taken literally. if im feeling it in the moment i will say it. i should not need to apolagise for my feelings or words.
this isnt really for others to read. that is not my intention. this is a place for me to get stuff off of my chest and if others are interested, for them to learn more about me.

life to date:

• im sick of the immaturity.
• im sick of ex friends saying their true opinions of me now that ive left.
• i am always so tired.
• my hair is growing and so am i.
• i adore some of the people i have gotten to know down here, the yoiung ones and the ones my age.
• my attendance has dropped again, for different and stupider reasons this year.
• my grades have severly dropped and this term will hopefully get picked up.
• moving sucks, not knowing peoples backgrounds, it took me years to get to know everyone and the people they grew into, now i have to try and squeeze this into a few months. not fun.
• tenson is growing.
• i have only had one real spill out.
• formspring is starting to annoy me as everyone judges me off of it.
• i miss all my old friends and having that backup whenever something goes wrong, being surrounded 24/7, not just at school. i even miss the people i used to dislike.
• i miss being on the phone straight after school
• i catch a bus..... every day to and from school. most days i like it, sitting there, watching everyone
• my dreams are getting even more strange and i hate them.

www.formspring.me/askbridie

and im always checking my facebook.