Saturday, April 17, 2010

1 midnight beginnings

i missed having a blog. i missed checking through everyones blogs too.
it is official i am back and this is where i will have my whinge, my new councellor said it would be benificial and i agree.
before i start a few things you will want to know.
i do not care much for capitals, and i do not care much for structured sentences.
i will be having a whinge, about my life, my past, others and life in general. if you dont like it i encourage you to leave. its simple.
i rant on and on and on sometimes. i type what i would be saying and i talk alot.
not everything i write is to be taken literally. if im feeling it in the moment i will say it. i should not need to apolagise for my feelings or words.
this isnt really for others to read. that is not my intention. this is a place for me to get stuff off of my chest and if others are interested, for them to learn more about me.

life to date:
  • im sick of the immaturity.
  • im sick of ex friends saying their true opinions of me now that ive left.
  • i am always so tired.
  • my hair is growing and so am i.
  • i adore some of the people i have gotten to know down here, the yoiung ones and the ones my age.
  • my attendance has dropped again, for different and stupider reasons this year.
  • my grades have severly dropped and this term will hopefully get picked up.
  • moving sucks, not knowing peoples backgrounds, it took me years to get to know everyone and the people they grew into, now i have to try and squeeze this into a few months. not fun.
  • tenson is growing.
  • i have only had one real spill out.
  • formspring is starting to annoy me as everyone judges me off of it.
  • i miss all my old friends and having that backup whenever something goes wrong, being surrounded 24/7, not just at school. i even miss the people i used to dislike.
  • i miss being on the phone straight after school
  • i catch a bus..... every day to and from school. most days i like it, sitting there, watching everyone
  • my dreams are getting even more strange and i hate them.

www.formspring.me/askbridie

and im always checking my facebook.

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